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so essentially things are completely flipped around friends are no longer friends, acquaintances are my go to, up is down, down is up, my life is confusing now, more than ever, but certain things are looking up, like TCFB and a certain girl.

Rebirth.

Step Back. Evaluate. Realize.

Running.

I've been staying at the beach a lot lately, seeing all these old friends and spending time in the old stomping grounds reminds me of how good life used to be. I've come to realize a lot about people and things that i pretty much overlooked before so i'm pretty happy about that. Patits haz been along for the ride and it's been pretty fun. I actually have a family again, which, is pretty intense in and of itself but yea, it's pretty legit. that's it for now, i really need to start writing in this damn thing a lot more.

Pigpen

1.Found my forearm art that i want
2.Warped was dope.
3.Things are fully done with the bad in my life.
4.Reconnecting with my past.
5.Seeing family this weekend.
6.Parties have been awesome.
7.New Emmure sucks.
8.New FTFD is pretty sick.
9.Starting to listen to more recon again.
10.Missing people.
11.Over others shit.

Taking Back The Nightlife

ok so it's been a really long time since ive posted anything on here just been crazy shit going on basically. I reconnected with people that i didnt think i would, guys and girls, the guys turned out to be some down ass friends and the girls are apparently jealous sluts but fuck it not my problem anymore. Ummmmmm lost a LOT of fake ass people that were supposed to be friends but im not here to entertain them or be apart of their drama i dont want that in my life i got enough worries of my own without bitches adding theirs on top of mine. But yeah, summary kicked fake people out sticking withthe real people ive got left. Music wise, not too many great shows going on lately 10for10 was dope, Carnifex was fun, waiting on Warped to swing back around and gonna go see Winds of Plague w/Hatebreed, speaking of WOP their new album came out, and taken as a whole its a good album but individually its not as good as "Decimate The Weak", 2 days after that im going to see Four Years Strong w/ Set Your Goals who actually both came out with good fun albums FYS had a nice cover album while SYG did i nice job reinventing themselves. I havent heard a lot of the new August Burns Red or the new It Dies Today but from what i have heard, i like. Recently started lidtening to Catalepsy & The Severnaya Complex again i forgot how much i like them. ummmm ill leave the relationship crap out of this i love her, simple, and she knows it.

ketchup

1.ummm, went "straight edge" because i stopped drinking which hasnt been easy but it hasnt been impossible either.
2.Mae & i are talking again which is....new.
3.Elise & i are working on some things seeing if anything is possible to fix.
4.Started a new band "They Came From Behind" apparently we're gonna do big things thanks to our manager who is surprising me day in and day out.
5.Figured out what i want for my chest piece.
6.Old enemies are becoming new friends.
7.Shows, shows, shows, shows.
8.Parties, parties, parties, parties.
9.Started tanning and working out again.
10.Found new music.

T.I.W.I.F.T.I.W.I.B

k soooooo ummmm Recap is in order i guess, its been a LOOONG wile since i did one of these, as usual i guess, ummm.....Moved, that's the big thing i guess, had a falling out with a girl i was inches from going out with, we don't talk anymore which is weird cuz she was like my best friend and my support but w/e shes deceitful and bitchy to me now so who cares i guess, tried rebounding which hah did NOT work at ALL hahahahaha...CUNT. but w/e BNW is with some hick and Crimson Chin holmie hopped to D.T.Hunter but they're happy so who am i to bitch? OK so LOOOOOT of parties with my krew (DTD)Lots of shows with the other krews (CHARLES) & (CHS). Yesterday was a fun one with HxC vs Punk vs Metal and of course we (HxC) won ha ha there were tons of fights which was down as fuck and that's another thing lots of fights have been happening lately which im pretty happy about except for the one where i got jumped but that was still pretty fun because my friends pulled up right as they were rnning up to me so it was pretty even,ANYWAYS, Fights...check, Parties....check, Kickbacks....check, Shows...check, i cant really tink of anything else but if you have any particular questions bought anything ask

short

Met up with Robyn today, havent seen that girl in Foevah but yea, hung out for a little bit, went to Kcubrats met up with Charles and othes, went to Dena with Dom Dizzle, Snow White, & New Jack, people watched, went to my Bby<3s house, picked her up with Steve-O, then we went to D.T.Hunters house where we had a kickbackfor a little, then came home and fed the aminals, ima go eat then go to bed

bleh-ish day

ok so last night we (CHS) went to a pretty decent party got my drunk on and finally partied with my Dewey Bby, threw down with my Drinking buddy P.Star, the 20ish of us all left at about 3 minute intervals with about 5-6 to a car and headed to D.T.Hunter's house where there was supposed to be a kickback but we ended up rerouting to Caroline's so D.T.Hunter could try to get nummi nums but that didn't work to well because of a certain parental unit so we just gave up on the kickback idea and dropped everyone of at their houses except BBmelissa stayed at karissa's and P.Star and I stayed at New Jacks house, then this morning P.Star, New Jack, D.T.Hunter, and myself went to kcubrats and then picked up Black melissa, then we got food, then we split up and basically did nothing of interest until Steve-O and i went to Glendale to meet up with Trevlar who was waiting for his GF amanda, whom we met up with on her break, then we got food then took her back to work, then the three of us decided to get me started on people watching which is a rather strong hobby of mine so basically for an hour and a half it was me people watching and Trevlar and Steve-O laughing, then amanda got off work and we dropped Trevlar and her off at home and Steve-O and i went to see my Dewey Bby, then i got dropped off and here i am so yea update again whenever

Late

Briefly ummmmm, woke up, took a shower, ate, got in steve-o's car, went to starbucks, left, came back, left, came back, left, came back, took dillon home in tanyas car, then went to brits house, helped make hunter pee in her bed, took hunter home, ate at his house, steered 15 miles on the freeway while steve-o texted, went to meet up with paige and tanya, left them, went to talk to paige for like 20 mins, and just drove around till it was time to go home.

Time & Time Again...

So a LOT has happened over the course of a month or however long it has been siince i last updated basically relationships have flourished others have diminished but whatever shit happens when people hide things or are dishonest, & yet at the same time same for when they are totally honest & open, which reminds me i have plans for things coming up with Dewey and ummm yea V-day was legit took Dewey out to dinner & "watched" Kung-Fu Panda like 2 times maybe three, spent the night for her Bday & she was sick so i stayed with her all day and took care of her mom and her till i went with Steve-O, today i hung out with the usual krew consisting of a lot of charles members and the ladies but yea me and Steve-O baked with Big Booty Melissa & that was chill i got a AWESOME cake which is sooo good and then we messed around a bit then i came home and fed the animals stupid rain makin outside all muddy and shit but w/e ummm but yea thats all fine and well but ummmmm yea im bored gonna go hit up Dewey tomorrow and see what the plans with Charles are, later.

Update.

Ok, so these past few days have been crazy.
Monday:Travel day, Palm Springs to L.A.
Tuesday:Saw a BUNCH of friends & that night we went to Hollywood & had some sick adventures.
Wednesday:Off to burbank with Kenzie<3
Thursday:Went to Kenzie<3s & lounged it watching movies
Friday:Movies with Kenzie<3
Saturday:Party in the boonies, & The Irish Front had a show.
Today:waiting on a certain girl to call.

On The Road Again

Finally going home today, ugh, what a relief. It's been quite some time since i saw the city ive grown to love. But, that ends today I'm getting a huge party thrown for my return. It's gonna be amazing.

Daily Vid-xAFBx

Exposure.

Mikey Arnold got blown up on BMXunion today! Bout time too this guys riding is so legit & he's a definite mentor to everyone riding locally. Hopefully 09 is his year. To check out the article click 

Back Home.

1.Babylove<3.

2.McDs with Delilah.

3.Laundry.

4.Daves.

5.Pirated decent sounds.

6.Rountable Pizza.

7.Moms.

8.AIM with Babylove<3.

I thought I had too much time on my hands.

Brinzie

I'm pretty sure i get to see them today, & if not, Tomorrow, I'll walk if i have to. It's crazy how much we've all changed but somehow can still put up with each other, these girls are dolls. I seriously can't wait to see them.

Resolutions.

2009 has been here for some time now & people are still on my nuts about my resolutions.  

So here’s my '09 resolutions list:  

1. Explorer classes 

2. G.E.D (not school, must be black-ish to know that) 

3. Cop shoes. Gangs of shoes. 

4. Cop covers (Fitteds, slouchys, woolys, beanies) 

5. Keep my hair short for as long as i can. 

6. Music. Thinking it's time for a band again. (Not sure yet though) 

7. Fix the damn van so i can stop being limited to distances. 

8. Bring kylee strawberry icecream once a month. 

9. Roadtrips all over 

10. Shows, Shows, Shows, Shows. 

11. I'm gonna start local street teams for bands. 

12. Get that career shit rolling. 

13. Find her. 

14. Sluttiness, not allowed to go up this year.  

Thats it for now.....  

oh & if anyone wants to get me those really low-cut, authentic vans, the ones that look like keds, all black, 11, i wouldnt not take them.